to be bad, but all ended good by the end. My leg brace(AFO-picture on the right)broke, making the braces I was trying to get necessary. I needed new ones anyway, this will just help it along, and the new ones would be much shorter on my leg, lighter, and less obvious, besides being able to wear more than tennis shoes. I'm so sick of having such limited options. Anything would be amazing.I missed an appointment because of my brace, but it turned out it wasn't needed, so not a bad thing.
In the mail was two full envelopes from the State. Last time it was horrible so I assumed the same. Unfortunately I have to have Medicaid and all being unable to work full time, and considered uninsurable. The process to get and keep them are hard. I last got sent most of my medical records, some which I didn't want to know about. Anyway today was to let me know that, that decision was decided to have been wrong, and inconsistent. It made a huge difference because of the last time alone. Sometimes it's better not to know what someone thinks of you, or what might be wrong. A list of possible problems isn't the same as having them, and was overwhelming. Besides that there were some I knew would be bad, I have had far too many the past few years, not knowing that their treatment of me was at time torture, and made life so much harder. As well as having lasting effects, I am so glad to be free from most of that now, and have been for a few months. What gets me most is that they don't realize just how wrong they were, or the effects, and will do it to someone else.
Several professionals actually got in trouble for their treatment of me, or lack of. Needless to say they were not happy with me, the Doctor having even looked up other information on me, and my life. It was upsetting that someone could have an influence in such a way. So glad I'm not facing quite what I thought I was. Yeah!!
Next I got to talk to my niece, not new but today she kept singing Elmo's world, and said "hi Nama" not what she calls me but the first time she said Hi, and kind of sang it too, so cute. I love that Baby soooo. Then as I talked to her mom(my sister) and our mom(Nama) I could still her singing Elmo's world in the background, which just was so cute.
I also finally was able to get a new hearing aid, I have had only one for so long, now I have two, and they even match completely.
Last but not least my Allergist is helping me with my Sun problem. It was so nice for someone to listen and believe and trying to find ways to help me brought me to tears. I didn't realize how much I had missed that, and can't say how much a difference every person who willingly helps me, listens, or is just kind to me makes a difference in everything. To those amazing few I am forever grateful. I came along a lot of good today, and found out some good things, but more than anything I have hope again.
Last week I was told I would either be confined inside, or must quit taking the medication that keeps me alive, since it had listed the problem as a side effect. Either stay inside, or quit taking the medication that keeps me alive. Thankfully my allergist new better, and is still helping me, and knows more in this area than any other Allergist, or other related specialist. Either way, I have possibility that I didn't have before today.
Sorry rambling, I'm so tired, but so grateful to him, and some others who have been amazing.
I also have finally hooked up the scanner that works so well, and is so fun, and giving me so much to work with and on.
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